Defeating Selfishness (nearly Finished)

The foundation of Sin in the Kingdom of darkness is SELFISHNESS. Thats the foundation for ALL sin!! You cant have the sin existing without the root of selfishness. Selfishness has to be in existance in order for sin to be manifested. So instead of us working on our swearing, and fornicateing, and ur doing that wrong n this wrong, and instead of working on all those individual sins, Lets just work on the root that produces all that stuff. Lets go ahead and work on the foundation. If u can deal with selfishness u can deal with all that other stuff. If u can deal with selfishness u can deal with ALL the things that u struggle with everyday of ur life, because its all based in selfishness. And it can be dealt with! So likewise for all of ur rights in the kingdom of God is based in Agape Love. All of the things that the Bible says u have a right too in the Kingdom of God its based in the Agape Love of God. SO there aint no need tryin to get hold of what the Bible promises u, and u have a foundation of selfishness. But when u establish a foundation of agape Love, then all that God has promised u can spring up out of a foundation oflove. But we try and get the promises to happen from a route of selfishness. "God says i can have it. So give me it Now!!" lol So hence we are dealing with what i feel are the two major issues in life. Selfishness and Love. And the way u get out of selfishneess is by walking in love. And i like when i first realised this i was like "aint everybody like that?"

So lets go to the origin of selfishness. Now christianity teaches That Satan was an archangel that transformed into Satan. Well i have come to believe that this isnt true. I believe that God created satan as his adversary. Im going to copy evidence from one of L Ray Smiths studies as he explains it better than i can.

According to Christendom, Satan created himself. He was supposedly a perfect archangel and then CHANGED HIMSELF INTO A DEVIL. Is this Scripturally true? Who created Satan?

You are of your FATHER the DEVIL [the GREAT DRAGON, OLD SERPENT, the DEVIL, and SATAN {Hebrew for Adversary -- I Pet. 5:8} Rev. 12:9], and the lusts of your father ye will do... He was a murderer FROM THE BEGINNING, and abode not in the truth [from the beginning], because there is no truth in him [from the beginning]. When he speaks a lie, he speaks of his own: for he is a liar [from the beginning], and the father [the beginner] of it" (John 8:44).

"Now the SERPENT was more subtle than any beast of the field which the LORD GOD had MADE..." (Gen. 3:1) God "made" this serpent which TALKED with Eve as an articulate, intelligent, creature. Satan did not possess this serpent of the field, Satan was this serpent! Satan doesn’t possess snakes! Satan himself was CREATED A SERPENT. Even Paul acknowledges that it was "the SERPENT" that deluded Eve, and not some other creature possessing a snake (II Cor. 11:3).

"And I will put enmity between thee and the woman, and between THY SEED and her seed, it shall bruise thy head, and thou shalt bruise his heel" (Gen. 3:15).

This serpent that shall bruise the heel of Eve’s seed (singular seed -- Christ) is clearly Satan the Devil who also has seed, "thy seed." Jesus said, "You are of your father the Devil...?" (John 8:44). Satan the Devil has "seed"; he is a "father": a father has children and followers of like nature. No literal snake ever produced a seed that bruised the heel of Jesus. Snakes do not "eat dust" but Satan dines on mankind "Be sober, be vigilant; because your adversary the devil, as a roaring lion, walketh about, seeking whom he may devour [Greek: (lit. or fig.) gulp entirely, swallow up] I Pet. 5:8). And he seeks to devour mankind who are "dust" of the earth ("...for dust thou art...." Gen. 3:19).

"By HIS SPIRIT He hath garnished the heavens; his HAND has FORMED THE CROOKED SERPENT" (Job 26:13). God garnished the heavens by His SPIRIT, because they are a thing of great glory, beauty, and splendor. But the crooked SERPENT God formed by His "hand" -- at ARMS LENGTH. Thus indicating it was something necessary, but not of His HEART AND SPIRIT! Satan is called "the crooked serpent." This word crooked comes from a Hebrew word that is not translated "crooked" anywhere else in the Bible. The word in Hebrew is bariach, and it means "a fugitive," Strong’s #1281. And "fugitive" is from the Hebrew word nuwa, Strong’s #5128, among its several meanings are: "to [go] up and down," and "to and fro," and to "sift." Remember that God names things according to what they are and what they do:

(A) "And the LORD [is this a high enough authority for everyone?] Said unto SATAN [not a heretofore archangel], Whence comest thou? Then Satan answered the LORD, and said, ‘From going TO AND FRO in the earth, and from walking UP AND DOWN in it" (Job. 1:7 and 2:2). It is the "crooked [fugitive] SERPENT" SATAN who goes "TO AND FRO" and "UP AND DOWN" in the earth! God created Satan for this purpose.

(B) "And the LORD said [is this a high enough authority for everyone?], Simon, Simon, behold, SATAN [not a heretofore archangel] hath desired to have you, that he may SIFT you as wheat" (Luke 22:31). It is the "crooked [fugitive] SERPENT" SATAN who "SIFTS" men like wheat! God created Satan for this purpose.

"Behold, I have created the smith [that’s me] that blows the coals in the fire, and that brings forth an instrument for His work, and I have CREATED THE WASTER TO DESTROY" (Isaiah 54:16).

["waster" -- Hebrew: shachath, decay, ruin, batter, cast off, corrupt, destroy, lose, mar, perish, spill spoil -- UTTERLY WASTE, #7843, p. 115, Strong’s Hebrew and Chaldee Dictionary].

God created the "WASTER," not the archangel who later supposedly became Satan, but from the BEGINNING God said He created "The WASTER" and He created him "TO DESTROY" Now then, WHO’S role is it to "destroy" the flesh of man so that the spirit may be saved?

"In the name of our Lord Jesus Christ, when you are gathered together, and my spirit, with the power of our Lord Jesus Christ, To deliver such an one UNTO SATAN for DESTRUCTION of the flesh, that the spirit may be saved in the day of the Lord Jesus" (I Cor. 5:4-5). #

It is SATAN who was created from his very beginning to be "the WASTER to DESTROY" men’s flesh (carnal mindedness) so that they learn not to blaspheme (I Tim. 1:20). Satan started with Adam and Eve and he isn’t finished YET!

"And no marvel [Gk: to wonder with ASTONISHMENT]; for Satan himself is transformed [Gk: meta schematizo, transfigure -- to change the outward form or appearance, to make GLORIOUS] into an ANGEL OF LIGHT" (II Cor. 11:14).

I am the LORD, and there is none else, there is no God beside me: I girded you, though you have not known me: That they may know from the rising of the sun, and from the west, that there none beside Me. I am the LORD, and there is none else. I form the light, and create darkness: I make peace, AND CREATE EVIL: I the LORD do ALL [even the creation of evil and even the creation of Satan] THESE THINGS" (Isaiah 45:5-7).

Satan is evil, God created evil, God CREATED SATAN!
"He that commits sin is of the DEVIL [Gk: Adversary, Satan] for the Devil SINS FROM THE BEGINNING. For this purpose the Son of God was manifested, that He might destroy the WORKS of the Devil" (I John 3:8). So was it AFTER a supposed "Lucifer archangel" metamorphosed into Satan that he sinned, or did Satan the Adversary sin "from the BEGINNING?

Can the high priests of Christendom ever get anything Scripturally correct? They cite Isaiah 14 and Ezekiel 28 as proof that Satan was once a perfect and glorious archangel.

They claim that a PERFECT AND GLORIOUS LIGHT-BRINGING ARCHANGEL CHANGED HIMSELF INTO SATAN THE DEVIL, whereas we just read in the divine, inspired, infallible Word of God that contrariwise, it is SATAN THE DEVIL WHO HAS TRANSFORMED HIMSELF INTO A PERFECT AND GLORIOUS ANGEL OF LIGHT! The Scriptures teach the diametric opposite from what Christendom is teaching. But it is mandatory that they teach this lie, because it is mandatory that they deny every Scripture that says GOD CREATED EVIL or EVIL CREATURES! It doesn’t fit their theology. They must find a way that allows God to torture billions of people in fire without being evil Himself or even responsible for doing so. The origin of sin and evil must be placed on the creature rather than the Creator. This way the creature is responsible for everything and the Creator is responsible for nothing!

So as u can see God created Satan as his adversary. So if we were created in the image of God we needed to know the difference of Good and evil. So if God is Love he had to create an adversary Selfishness (Satan). This subject opens up a load of different subjects but im going to stick to selfishness for now.

ACCORDING TO CHRISTENDOM: The human race and angelic messengers are the perfect creation of an all-wise, all-powerful, all-knowing, undeceivable, untrickable, unfoolable, intelligent, and loving GOD. That’s the good news. Here’s the bad: God’s first and most perfect specimen created out of the combined intelligence, power and wisdom of a perfect God, was a great spirit archangel they call, Lucifer. (Incidentally and Scripturally, "Lucifer" was never a proper noun or name for anyone)!The Christian teaching is that before God ever created the first man, this perfect archangel whom Christians call Lucifer, went bad! He was perfect but he turned bad! He turned into a bad angel (excuse me, archangel). Did God create him to turn bad? No. Did God know that he would turn bad? No. Did God wish that he hadn’t turned bad? Yes. But was there anything God could do about it? No. Why did God’s first and greatest creation to that time, malfunction? How can a PERFECT creation by a PERFECT Creator ... malfunction? "Houston ... WE HAVE A PROBLEM"! God doesn’t have a problem; Christendom has a problem. And it is the BIGGEST single problem in all Christendom! It is huge. It is this very Satanic LIE that has given birth to the most evil doctrines on the face of the earth in the history of the world! According to this Christian theory [hypothesis], the very first thing that The Omnipresent, Omnipotent, Omniscient, Creator God made, not only malfunctioned, but turned into a DAMNABLE, DIABOLICAL DEVIL! This devil has ever since, relentlessly wreaked havoc on every facet of God’s creation which will consummate with a lake of fire that will continue to insanely torture most of the human race for all eternity! Salvation is pictured as God’s nearly vain attempt to salvage but a few from the grasp of this colossal cosmic experiment gone amok! God’s Spiritual Frankenstein Monster has turned on Him and His children. And it has already been predetermined that Satan will be the final Victor when all the marbles are counted. Not a pretty picture. This is the god that the world of paganism is supposed to put their eternal confidence in! A god who cannot or will not protect his own children from this cosmic wolf in sheep's clothing. (Small "g" intended). And you think I am too hard on the doctrines of Christendom? You have no idea. Hence it is Satan that is supposedly responsible for introducing evil into the world. Satan supposedly chose to disobey God and therefore we also must choose, on our own, by our own power, as to whether we will follow and obey Satan; or follow and obey God. This is the Christian position on this matter of good and evil.

ACCORDING TO GOD AND THE SCRIPTURES: Don’t get me wrong, Christendom did not originate this theological problem (Satan did); they merely continue to parrot the original author. Satan LIES! Yes he does. He is a LIAR, and the FATHER of lies and he has ALWAYS been that way since his CREATION (John 8:44). Satan was NOT "Lucifer" (a supposed perfect archangel) from the beginning; Satan was "Satan" from the beginning. Satan is an EVIL creature. He has been an evil creature from his very creation. Satan is not the result of a Godly experiment gone wrong! Satan is functioning PERFECTLY as God’s adversary
So Satan was created for the sole purpose to be Gods adversary and reek havoc through-out humanity. So Satan is trying to get u to focus in on urself. Decieve u, that is his very Job which he was created to do. And when u become the focus that is the foundation for sin. And i wanna ask a question before i move on. ARE U THE FOCUS??? because if selfishness, stands out front then SIN WILL come out of that. So pride, its an exaggerated estimate of ones self its us doing our own thing. You only think about what u want and not the purpose of God and why he created u!! DO u know God didnt make u for urself but for somebody else?? Amen. And God made Satan not for himself but for the whole of humanity so then we can see the Good and Evil. And we can have God like thinking. But when u we turn the focus back on us we have the foundation necesarry to produce iniquity and sin!! With this understanding Satan has a VERY hard time messing with me.


I had a real Agape Love test not that long ago. Have u had any lately?? Did u pass?? I went to the cinema not long ago with the famous Bath Girl :P, and we were sat on a row on our own n there was a guy sat behind me on a row to himself. There wasnt many people there. And i got my phone out during the film to check the time because i was expecting a phone call. The second time i got my phone out, he reached over n hit me on the shoulder BAM BAM. It hurt too he got me right on the bone. And i turned around "WHAT!!!!!!" and then the Lord said to me dnt say nothing else. If u say ANY other word regardless of what it is u will step out of Love. Because now i saw that battle between selfishness and agape. And i tell u what, i didnt say nothing but i sure was thinking a whole lotta things.Because that what Satan does he tries to attack ur thinking. And i was thinking like how come he can slide right down, who asked him to sit right behind me. There a whole bunch of empty seats. And i know this little light wernt bothering him. And i was like im gonna get the phone n turn it on again see if he will hit me again!! And if he do im gonna do a back summersalt right in his face!! Im gonna knock the living **** outta him. U dnt touch a man when he at a movie with a girl. And im goin through all kinds of stuff im like this boy need to be wooped!! And im like ooooo man i missed a whole like 45 minutes of the film. I dunno wat was goin on in the film. I mean the Satan had my mind, and i was goin from selfishness to agape. i got stuck on selfishness right there. I was letting the legs grow out of selfishness. I was like this boy need to be wooped. U dnt touch me like that. u dnt touch somebody. U say Beg ur pardon u dnt lay ur hands on somebody. Whats the matter with him!! And im goin through this thing 45 minutes. Then the Lord said to me Its alot harder goin through it than me teaching u it!! And i was like boy i dnt wanna hear that. Im thinking about all kinds a ways. I need to get back with this dude. SO i said im gonna wait on him after the film. Just to politely tell him, u dnt touch folks man!! DO u understand that?? u dnt put ur hands on people. I could have been crazy man! n u putting ur hands on me. N God said dnt do that ur gettin heated just thinking about it!! And he was like why dnt u jus go ahead n sow the DO GOOD SEED. Jus sow the do good seed. I said what. He said jus sow the do good seed. Uve past this test, but u keep tempting ur own self!! Its over END IT. Its done the seed is in the ground. And He says ill take care of this. U will get a harvest from this one day. Sow the do good seed of Love n go on n pat urself on the back and say thats me again passed still another Agape test of Love. So u can see how Satan was attacking my mind. And only because i was God concious that i was able to pass the test. So ur gonna have alot of agape tests, but praise God lets PASS them.


So for Satan to be succesful he has got to get u to have a new thought. Another thought that contradicts what God says. If he can get u to think that new thought. And then get ur emotions involved and intice u with tht new thought, then with that pressure on the thought and the pressure on the emotions, he can move u into doing something else other rthan what commanded us to do. With every act that is all Satan doing with us, get u to hear something that will give u another thought. or get u to hear something, and get u to think something in opposition to the word of God. And then if ur thinking is in opposition, then ur emotions will be op-en to moving in that direction of where u think. Thats how it works. So all Satan has to do is get u to turn around and focus on urself and if he can get u to do that then u will SIN! Because ur not gonna violate a commandment of God unless selfishness is there. We got the Holy Ghost, God Jesus on our side running for our life. And we still focus on urself. U should have just stayed a sinner!! Selfishness is always interested in covering itself. Please understand when selfishness is there, Fear comes out of selfishness and when fear comes out of selfishness then anger is an expression of ur fear!! SO then when u get mad at something. Dnt ask urself why ur mad! Ask urself why u are afraid! Because ur usually afraid because ur tryin to cover urself to PRESERVE URSELF!! So lets say if ur wife takes ur credit card and she gone out shopping and she been gone 4 hours u are now angry not because she been gone for 4 hours but u are mad because u dnt no how much money she has spent. SO u fear what she has spent, and u dnt no if u can cover what she has spent. And so its gonna come back on u!! So anger is an expression of selfishness. And selfishness will release fear! Are u following me??

Gen 3:9 And Jehovah God calleth unto the man, and saith to him, `Where art thou?'
Gen 3:10 and he saith, `Thy sound I have heard in the garden, and I am afraid, for I am naked, and I hide myself.'

So God is like where my body at?? Dude this is like our time. Where are u?? (God new exactly where adam was) And adam says he was afraid and he was naked. So he feared and hid himself.

Gen 3:11 And He saith, `Who hath declared to thee that thou art naked? of the tree of which I have commanded thee not to eat, hast thou eaten?'

Now this is what i heard a pastor call the Genesis question. Who told u u were naked?? U been talkin to somebody!! WHO U BEEN TALKING TO!!! Because who u talk to will shape ur thinking. Who u been talkingt to?? And the Genesis question is still being asked today. "Who u been talking to??" Some of us say oh im gonna be broke jus like my daddy and the question still the same there. Who u been talking to?? Who got u thinking u were gonna be broke like ur dad?? Im gonna die of this sickness and disease. Who u been talking to?? Who told u this disease was gonna kill u?? Oh ill never live in a house ill be stuck in a doorway all my life (thats my one lol) Who told u that?? who u been talking to?? Let me tell u something, we keep talking to the wrong people and allowing them to give us the wrong thoughts and to shape our mind in the wrong way. WHO HAVE U BEEN TALKING TO?? that tells u gonna be broke all ur life that ur marriage is gonna fail, that u aint neva gona have a house. Who u been talking to?? U been talking to somebody thats been talking to Satan. Or u been letting Satan put thoughts in ur mind!! I didnt tell u that!! I told u ur healed, i told u ur prosperous, i told u ur more than a conquerer, WHO HAVE U BEEN TALKING TO???? Because who u talk to will get ur emotions to line up n u will move in a direction. And thats what he does. And this is exactly whats happening everyday!! EVERYDAY were gonna have to make this decision.

If we can get a hold of the way of Agape and start living that way, u step out of selfishness u destroy the foundation by which he can operate and he can no longer bring sin in ur life. Because the foundation is not there to produce it. And he can keep u poor and he can keep u sick and keep u broke and keep u in unforgiveness and bitterness. And destroy bones and cause u to have cancer and keep u stressed out!! Ur only stressed out when ur selfish!! But when u find out its not about u anyway, u say God i cast my cares on u for u CARE FOR ME. Wooooooooooooo Im gonna get this!!! Im sat here greating with Joy. Praise the Lord. I am gonna walk in this!! This is like YES Amen. Gotcha Satan. Figured it out!! Ive been on this Journey all this time! And ive finally found that this is it. This is where im camping this is where im staying!! Aint no need to learn anything else until i get this right!! And when i get this right!! Everything will be right when Agape is right!! Amen!!

I dnt no if u find, but i find it so refreshing to atleast know whats goin on. Whats happenin! instead of goin around sayin i dnt know why i did that! I dnt know why i responded like that. i dnt know why i feel like this. I dnt know why i let this happen. Im tellin u why!! And Satan outside screaming "NO NO SHUT HIM UP< SHUT HIM UP! NO KILL HIM KILL HIM!! He cant touch me right now cause i got God on this side. I aint afraid, My life doesnt mean anything to me!! I have given up this life so i can get the Higher LIFE!! And theres no fear when u dnt try to protect ur life!!

So when the Holy Spirit poured Agape in me He escorted me away from myself!! And as i conquer myself, at the same time i conquer life! Yes yes yes yes yes yes AMEN!!!! Thank u Jesus. I wish this would get talked about at church. I have only been to one service on selfishness n they didnt even cover a tenth of what i have. And its a shame. But if ur tired of living life n being defeated and u aint got money to pay psychaetrists, Pffft psychaetrists. Then there is a way. Out of all the mess thats been created in ur life!!

I have alittle bit more to type up yet but At the moment im in the Spirit so im jus gonna sit here n drench myself innit. Yeah man. Thank u Jesus